It's good to go back to the place that used to be your home: it makes you remember why you left. Sgrunt.

Well, the positive side of the coin is that I've finally SLEPT: yesterday in the afternoon, and then tonight. I went to bed shortly after midnight and slept hard until 7, then I started falling asleep and waking up again and again until quarter to 9, when I decided to verify if I had been paid... and I haven't! Makes me sick, how am I supposed to pay my rent? And they owe me a whole lot of money.

Of course this caused a fight with my mother: she asked me how much money I have left and started preaching me about saving money and all. Which makes me conclude that I should have never bought her that damn necklace.

Looking forward to Saturday: there will be a lunch on the Po with SF writer Lino Aldani and around 40 people. Then, in the evening, an SF concert in Corsico, just a couple of km away from my parents' house! Now, that's what I call an event! No, not the concert in itself, the fact that something happens somewhere near me! And while I'm actually there!

Well, I might just sleep Thursday and Friday away.

(update: I've just received a mail saying the payment is arriving: it's because of the "whole lot of money" they owe me that it took them slightly more time... *sigh*)

Too tired.
How am I supposed to keep track of everything I do if I do so many things I don't have the time to keep track of them?
Well, I'm not going to complain anyway.

I've just been invited in Clermont-Ferrand to take part to a round table about sf in Mars. And I'm going to be paid!
I don't know how much, but just the thought drives me crazy. I could have paid to do it, and they are paying me!
I think when I wake up it will be very painful.

Take a look around, this is what I see
Is there anybody else that feels like me, yeah
You sweat, you sweat, you bleed, you bleed
What you get ain't what you see
Up is down and black is white to me

I'm complicated, I get frustrated
Right or wrong, love or hate it
I'm complicated, you can't sedate it
I heard that song but I won't play it
It's alright, it's OK, you wouldn't want me any other way
Momma, keep on praying ‘cause I ain't changin'
I'm complicated, yeah
I'm complicated, yeah

I'm smart enough to know what I don't know
I'm fool enough to stay when I should go
You work, you work, you cry, you cry
You watch your whole life pass you by
Sometimes you've got to close your eyes to see

I'm complicated, I get frustrated
Right or wrong, love or hate it
I'm complicated, you can't sedate it
Heard that song but I won't play it
It's alright, it's OK, you wouldn't want me any other way
Momma, keep on praying ‘cause I ain't changin'
I'm complicated, yeah
I'm complicated, yeah

Is there anybody out there?
Just like everybody out there
Just one somebody out there, Just like me

I'm complicated, I get frustrated
Right or wrong, love or hate it
I'm complicated, you can't sedate it
I heard that song but I won't play it
It's alright, it's okay, you wouldn't want me any other way
Momma, keep on praying, ‘cause I ain't changin'
I'm complicated, I get frustrated
Right or wrong, love or hate it
I'm complicated, you can't sedate it
Heard that song but I won't play it

Is there anybody out there?
Just like everybody out there
Just one somebody out there
Just like me
Is there anybody out there
Just like everybody out there
Just one somebody out there
Just like me
I'm complicated